Sometimes I want to be honest about what I really feel. When I’m sad or angry or frustrated, I want to write those feeling here. But then I realize, it won’t help me solve my problems and issues. I’m only human and I don’t want to write something I will regret later. So maybe I will keep it for myself.
And what’s your point Ira?
I’m sad.
And please don’t ask me why.
Tak ada yang bisa menandingi kelegaan jika kau tahu bahwa dirimu ternyata baik-baik saja.
Yes world, I am allright! I really am.
Sudah kurang tidur selama tiga hari. Semalam meskipun acaranya baru kelar jam 2 malam, tapi jam 12 malam saya memilih kembali ke kamar hotel dan tidur duluan. Tapi kok tetap ngantuk ya. Mungkin besok harus tidur seharian penuh.
Today I met someone whom remind of my past. Yes, I already forgot the pain and the tears I shed. But the meeting made me remember the memories. And during the meeting, Lanjut membaca
When I get lost, I know that you will be there to guide me.
If I face the cruel world, I know that you will be there beside me.
Cause in the end there will be us.
Jika x adalah ekspektasi dan y adalah kenyataan,
n = y – x
di mana, n adalah gap atau selisih antara ekspektasi dan kenyataan.
jika n ≥ 0 maka n menjadi kepuasan, dan jika n < 0 maka n menjadi ketidakpuasan atau kekecewaan.
dengan asumsi bahwa secara umum kita tidak bisa mengontrol variabel y, maka satu-satunya cara untuk membuat n ≥ 0 adalah dengan cara menurunkan nilai variabel x yaitu ekspektasi sehingga kita akan terhindar dari kekecewaan.
Kita? Elo aja kali Ra…
*minggat sebelum dibantai ahli matematika semacam Maridjo*
I have no idea what i should write today. I didn’t do anything. I didn’t take a picture with my phone. And i’m too lazy to open my laptop to write anything serious. Actually i want to write about local leaders days and the beauty and the geek. And i can’t write those with the phone. Too tiring. Well, maybe it’s not a writer’s block since i already had two topics to write. It’s because I’m too lazy.
Him: suntuk. Ngantuk. Bosen.
Me: kerja yang bener sana!!! Eh aku lagi makan jamur goreng crispy lho.
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Me: ngantuk. Masih nunggu kelas berikutnya
Him: udah. Bolos aja. Buat apa kuliah.
Sungguh pasangan yang saling mendemotivasi.
Actually I wrote a post about my feeling for you but then i deleted after i read it. Because I think it was too corny. Actually I felt embarrased after read that post.
But one thing for sure. No matter what happened in your life, I’ll be by your side
In friendship, i think the most difficult think to keep is the trust because when you lose it, it’s really hard to get it back.
And you! Yes, you! I don’t trust you anymore.
